Thursday 29 May 2008

lipstick lullabies

 

cleaned the house just to throw away your mess that you left behind. I'm definitely fed-up of your shit. Thank you for lying to us. again. again we are disappointed.

 

I saw what had happened to him and realised nothing ive been through is as bad has what he's got. when you see something like that, everything goes into perspective. like youve been driving in the rain and only just wiped the window-screen.

i am glad that you finally realised that we're not worth it. she is better for you then any of us back-stabbers and heart breakers. and i hope you realise that that was sarcasm and that i have a sense of distaste in my mouth

the truth is meant to be told                                                          

so if its true it isnt really a rumour, i guess.

please make me strong

make me happy

make me everything please

 

 

we are those kids that dont last, but in their prime, they are legends.

i wish i could be a legend forever.

Wednesday 28 May 2008

miserable at best

i need to go to the doctors, but no one i know cares.
we need to meet up and become best friends so then you can be the one that cares and takes me

Sunday 25 May 2008

forever never comes around

i'm back and still alive
but i come with illness
being sick makes you think more
you have to sleep and stay inside

old friends vanish and the new friends stay, if only for a while
old friend doesnt know what to do with my witty replies and cold-hearted words

i wish one girl would stop hitting on my boy

that is the only honesty i can muster up at the moment
sleepy time now

ps. europe hates england tbh, thats why we didnt get anything higher than 14 in eurovision. Its all about politics. we let immigrants into our country, we have saved them from death (see ww1 and ww2), england doesnt care what race you are, but still you hate us.

Sunday 18 May 2008

nothing worse than missing out

i feel my life has come to a standstill
i want things that happen to other people to happen to me

that is all
my mind is at a standstill as well

Saturday 10 May 2008

come together now

i
i am
i am alive
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i am alive and need
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i am alive and need you closer. I want to tell everyone
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i am alive and need you closer. I want to tell everyone the truth.
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Sunday 4 May 2008

i never forgot

one year older from yesterday at 9:36am
it starte din a hospital and will probably finish in one
i wish it didnt
id love to end right next to you
ever if you're not coming

i wish i could write/right like a solidier or that boy wounded in the corner. both are the same sometimes. one wounded by teachery and the other wounded by words and his own heartless self.
one day we will end.
make everything count
and smile
even if not for me