Thursday 28 August 2008

and so

if i could dream at all, it would be about you. and im not ashamed of it.


i want to say this to someone
i need you to change me
please help me
whoever you may be

Monday 25 August 2008

corner stop/x one

Look, im going to break it down and spell it out for everyone.

i dont know what im doing with my life at this point
im scared of everything
im waiting for something to happen
its not coming easy
i dont get it

(iwanttotravelinavanwithyoueventhoughyouprobablydontreadthis)

im sorry

i want to fail everything

i want everything
i know im not good for anything

Tuesday 19 August 2008

i know i lose

feeling like youre having a heartattack
feeling like everyone of them has given up
feeling so damn scared
it melts together
we all melt together

i wish you could read my thoughts and fall into my dreams at night so i sleep better

Wednesday 13 August 2008

shit

I said i'd keep you updated but i think i did a bad job of that.
i'm going away for a week or so.
no internet.

box car racers vs. tall ta(i)l/e princess'
we love for this kind of mess
i'd swallow each and every pill
rainbow coloured timelines of them
in a few years you wont be saying you're alright.
in a few years youll want to be just as messed up as you are now.
bruised
broken
attention seeking kids vs. the ones that were born with all that attention

Saturday 2 August 2008

converse

It's not what you say that matters anymore, its what you dont say.

the lies i weave are ridiculous to believe
but you know i could talk my way out of anything.

"You know what Azure means but you dont know the meaning of guilty?"