and so

if i could dream at all, it would be about you. and im not ashamed of it.


i want to say this to someone
i need you to change me
please help me
whoever you may be

corner stop/x one

Look, im going to break it down and spell it out for everyone.

i dont know what im doing with my life at this point
im scared of everything
im waiting for something to happen
its not coming easy
i dont get it

(iwanttotravelinavanwithyoueventhoughyouprobablydontreadthis)

im sorry

i want to fail everything

i want everything
i know im not good for anything

i know i lose

feeling like youre having a heartattack
feeling like everyone of them has given up
feeling so damn scared
it melts together
we all melt together

i wish you could read my thoughts and fall into my dreams at night so i sleep better

shit

I said i'd keep you updated but i think i did a bad job of that.
i'm going away for a week or so.
no internet.

box car racers vs. tall ta(i)l/e princess'
we love for this kind of mess
i'd swallow each and every pill
rainbow coloured timelines of them
in a few years you wont be saying you're alright.
in a few years youll want to be just as messed up as you are now.
bruised
broken
attention seeking kids vs. the ones that were born with all that attention

converse

It's not what you say that matters anymore, its what you dont say.

the lies i weave are ridiculous to believe
but you know i could talk my way out of anything.

"You know what Azure means but you dont know the meaning of guilty?"