damn

you know you're fucked when you are in bed late at night, and you think to yourself 'i have nothing to wake up for in the morning'

i know this hurts

it was ment to.

It still does.

if

you acted your age then i might not think you're arrogant.
Just because people think you're 'amazing' it doesnt matter to us. we dont want to know.
Be a man and post your photos. Keep them on as well, is it because you dont think we're 'worthy' even to keep them on there.
Please get your head out your arse

happy belated vday anyway

if only

you knew what broke me up into pieces in the first place.
Summer aint too far away, is that when you're gonna come around and take notice of me again. I cant wait that long.
They said that my life is a trainwreck.
well sometimes kid, you are the trainwreck.
when will you stop and notice the carnage you are creating with your words and tastless joke - notice; you are the joke.

open your eyes girl, its the only chance you're gonna get.

you know i care. i just act like i dont

This is when i realise that its all gone to hell.

i closed the door in your face because i wanted to signal new beginnings. I only fooled myself when i told you that. It never means what it implies

For once i wish you wouldnt treat me like nothing. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and mine is that you should keep your nose out. and your head clear.

I wish i was invisible as you make me feel. I wish i was invisible as i want myself to be.

I could write better than you ever felt it kid, so dont even bother

go back again

cause you remind me all the time when we were so alive.
do you remember that?
do you remember that?

do you want to remember that?

last night

this is all a dream. my life starts when i go to sleep

i tried

but the beat of the music enticed me into thinking that i need this. Maybe as a life support. Maybe as something much less. We will have to wait and see.

I decided to tear the curtains in my house down to prove i have nothing to hide.
Then i laughed at myself about how i always said i didnt need to prove anything.

Currently trying to improve myself because i want you to want me